Entitlement

was supposed to have a booty call; but didnt push through with it.
i actually went and met the guy: mature guy, balding with hints of salt and pepper on the remaining hair, yet fit and looked like he knows how to take care of his bod; not much of a looker but could definitely live with it. i was preparing my mind to be ready for it when he lets out a bomb, he asks: ikaw ba talaga yug nasa pic sa site?

WTF?! how dare this guy ask me if that was me in the pics when he wasnt exactly mr.wonderful

still my mind gave him the benefit of the doubt. maybe he meant it as a compliment, like "i cant believe it really is you". so i let it go.

we start walking and he asks where we would do it. i told him there were a lot of places around. then he tells me i should get/buy condoms and lube. well hello! straw meet camel's back.

why is it that most top guys think it's the bottom's concern to get condoms and lube. isnt sex a consensual thing and therefore you are responsible for your own actions? why is it left to the bottom to take care of things? are top guys just supposed to arrive and stick it in? what i really hate about this attitude is the smugness--"top ako eh, so ang bottom ang dapat magdala" so utang na loob pa naming mga bottom pag kinantot kami?!?!

sorry but not all bottoms are desperate for a fuck.

and so i gave the lamest excuse: someone texted, emergency. rain check.