a funny thing happened at the spa

i usually go to a certain spa to get a massage, plus a side dish of the nasty.

the place never fails. the sauna is always cruisy and even the staff tolerate the stuff happening in the wet areas.
of course, you have your typical share of chubby stocky men, plus some twinks and a few hot ones
i usually find someone i like and get it on with him or them, as the case may be. but last night was new...weird even.

i found a few guys passable and worth my time under the circumstances, but somehow it just didnt feel ok. no one really excited me. i thought maybe im just too tired or too relaxed by the massage to get into the game. so i washed up and went home---and jacked off to porn.

could it be im way into too much porn that ive lost a sense of what real guys in a real cruising environment are?
or (and let's be honest and own it) real guys just arent hot enough?