The Bite Club

call it perverse, call it whatever. but watching national geographic captures me in awe. the nature shows are always so vivid and sharp yet real and unstaged; for an urban trekker like me it's the closest and most effective reminder of what i am sans development of stuff. what's even mystifing for me is that i get this deep-down-to-my-core punch in the gut feeling that there is something primal inside me despite living in a technological world. the mating activities of animals as shown on TV is enthralling. and before you get any ideas, no i dont get off on bestiality or even on animal planet, but i do get captivated by the way animals behave when they are in heat. during those times animals are reduced to chemistry and biology in action. DNA tells them that its time to procreate, and the hormones kick in to work on that objective. the need to breed takes over everything else--hunger, danger, survival, fear--nothing is as important as fucking. take lions for example, lions when they are in heat would mate every 15-20 minutes. and if you think that's a fine life. remember that it takes too much out of them and they need big amounts of food to survive, yet they would rather fuck than eat. the mating process can be taxing as well since lions have to pick a pride of lionesses and mate with each and everyone of them. moreover, the lionesses usually pick a fight with the lion before giving in. they bite, they scratch and kick him before the actual mating happens. and in turn, the lion once he has pentrated the lioness would bite the back of her neck to signfy his dominance. It's their way of telling the other one, that for this brief moment, i own you, you are nothing more than a receptacle of my seed. and if you refuse, pain will be my answer. of course, the lioness allows him to bite her, but would bite back and scratch him once the deed is over--as if to tell him, that what only matters is that you plow me and plunge me with your seed. you are created essentially for my pleasure, and nothing more. of course, this is just nature's way of ensuring the survival of the species. chemistry briefly takes over to make sure that life goes on....which for humans, begs the question, what if an animal is consciously aware of his lust, and his primal tendency; and acts on it for sheer, abandoned pleasure; is it still an act of nature? does the premise of nature's survival strategy still hold true? I met Brown through a personals site. he obviously looked good with 6-packs and all. I wasnt expecting a reply when i sent him a message, but a reply did i get. it was a longish exchange of message before we did decide to meet. at the meet-up i was a bit wary since i was fearing a bit of rejection, especially when he has a 6-pack, but he was a nice guy. he was very conversational and he really was the one who made me at ease. Even when we were waiting to get a room he was very patient and wasn't maarte at all, which is more than i can say for some guys ive met. anyway, we get to the room and before i could even lock the door, he was already out of his shirt and pants. wow. prime beef. he went to shower and invited me to join him. of course i didnt refuse. went in and started kissing. he was a passionate kisser. exploring every nook and cranny of my mouth. i fought back and gave him kisses as rough and as tender as he would give it to me. soon, my hands found its way to his pole while his found my crack. we soaped each other, giving extra atention to sensitive places. when we couldnt wait any longer, we rinsed and found our way to the bed.and there things really started to heat up.

in bed, he became rougher and more aggressive. he was a performer which meant that our dynamics were bound to get rough. after all, im a performer myself (which means i get off on seeing my partner having a great time) so it was hot, and on-hindsight, funny political discourse of who gets to please who. Even funnier is that even though, he gets rough in terms of pleasing me, he's not exactly pleased when i deep-throat him. and since i was already sucking him, it was just a few inches more before i get to eat his ass. and thats when the hunger set in. im a sucker for clean asses, and this was no exception. having showered and cleaned up well, he was fresh and just right for some munching. i asked him to sit on my face and i just went to work. i ravaged his ass, licking and kissing each cheek before i get ti the rosy hole, i flicked my tongue over it, licked around it before i pushed my tongue inside it. that sent him to heaven.

all that ass-licking got him really turned on and soon he was playing the tip of his cock on my hole. a few more wet rubbing and his cock went inside me. he started to fuck me slow and easy at first, and then it got harder and rougher, and even before i could do something he changed position and lifted me from the bed. yup he carried me and fucked me at the same time. after that brief cirque de soleil moment, we went back to bed where he fucked me with me lying on my back. as the fucking went on, he was kissing me, ravaging my mouth as wel, sucking and biting my lips. he was an animal, biting me and asserting his dominance over me with his rough fucks and even harder bites. in between the bites it dawned on me that he would deliberately push saliva in my mouth while we were kissing--and that was my cue. i broke away from the kiss, pushed his head up and opened my mouth, signalling him to his saliva drip into my mouth, it turned him on to see the thread of saliva run from his mouth to mine, almost like an ode to sex, to breeding, of passing on his seed. it was primal and yet deliberate. chemistry and yet conscious.

eventually the fucking positions changed and we both came. and soon after another round.

it's easy to say that it was all hormones, that biology took over. for most romance books, and almost all pop media, sex is all chemistry, and that what makes it sexy; but with all the things around us, the technology, the development and destructions, it cant be as simple or starightforward as beakers and test tubes would have us believe. i think what's really sexy and erotic is when we choose to connect to our primal selves. im tempted to use the word abandon and phrases like letting go or surrender, but that would still be simplistic. for me the real apex of this kind of sex is that we meet chemistry and choice; we allow ourselves to be human and not at the same time. we do not deny yourselves of our connection with the biology of life but neither do we let ourselves be a prisoner of it.

**image from gettyimages.com

Somethin' to talk about

over the weekend, chatted with someone on ym. we met through another site and then chatted on ym. and the conversation went:

beefup 12:43 PM just saw ur profile...
beefup 12:45 PM im just curious... have u heard of (orgy-group name)?

mraunch 12:48 PM yeah

beefup 12:48 PM okie...
beefup 12:48 PM so, kaw pala yung mraunch they were talking abt...

mraunch 12:49 PM who were talking? hehehe

beefup 12:49 PM yung mga members ng (orgy-group name)
beefup 12:49 PM like u have a gangbang by yourself na i think 21 nagfuck sayo...

mraunch 12:50 PM hehehe

beefup 12:50 PM sarap cguro ifuck ka...
beefup 12:50 PM hehehe...

mraunch 12:52 PM may nagreklamo ba sa (orgy-group name) members? hehehe

beefup 12:52 PM do u still host o-parties?
beefup 12:52 PM so far wala ako narinig...

mraunch 12:53 PM bihira na, most kasi go to parties to watch

beefup 12:53 PM ah ok...
beefup 12:53 PM bkt hangang watch ka nlang?
beefup 12:53 PM hehehe...

mraunch 12:53 PM hidi ako, yung iba

beefup 12:54 PM ah ok...
beefup 12:54 PM na miss ko na yung o-parties na madami...
beefup 12:54 PM hehehe...
beefup 12:55 PM but u still go for small group fun?

mraunch 12:55 PM sometimes, pero yung lahat wild

beefup 12:56 PM oo nga... i heard ur into bondage na...
beefup 12:57 PM so, u really like being fuck hard & rough???

beefup 12:58 PM brb

mraunch 12:58 PM hahaha yun na ba ang chismis?

beefup 12:58 PM yeah...

mraunch 12:58 PM im not naman into pure bondage

beefup 12:59 PM ah ok...

mraunch 12:59 PM it's play but it's not like i cant enjoy pag wala nun
mraunch 12:59 PM kelan ka pa member ng (orgy-group name)?

beefup 12:59 PM since april 2005
beefup 12:59 PM hindi tyo na abutan...

mraunch 1:00 PM oo nga

beefup 1:00 PM sana na abot tyo... what the stories i heard... parang gusto kita ifuck eh...
beefup 1:00 PM hehehe...

mraunch 1:00 PM why? ano pa bang stories are going around?
mraunch 1:01 PM im curious

beefup 1:01 PM your one of the hottest bottoms sa (orgy-group name)...
beefup 1:02 PM since i joined (orgy-group name)... through the years medyo knti nlang mga hottest nagaatend...
beefup 1:02 PM like in one party cguro mga 2 lang...

enough said.