the surprise

weekends are usually reserved for just plain lounging around but this one weekend where i got really horny, and when i get this horny i usually just take the first one.

on this particular weekend, a guy from g4m chatted with me. he was a familiar chatter, a bit insistent yet secretive. he would messaged me late at night and ask if i could go out but would never sked things. when he sent his pic, he looked ok, but nothing impressive.

he texted me if i was available that day, i said yes but we both dont have a place. in a few more messages, he asks me if i was ok with a threesome. bring it on.

he was drivng and offered to pick me up, and so i waited by the corner in our streets and waited. soon, a box-tye car comes in and rolls down the window and asks me to get in. I get in and there was the first surprise. the guy was CUTE! he was chinito with glasses with that really boyish--almost nerdy--almost stereotypical serial killer--cute. i tell him that he looks better in person. generally, i was floored with the cuteness, such that i was silent for most of the trip.

we get to the place of the third guy(yes he's the third wheel but he didnt really matter since he was more of a voyeur than a participant; give or take a few sucking)

before we got started, i took a leak and when i got to the room, they were already starting, i just joined in and sucked both guys off. the thing that floored me was that cute guy was really at it. he wasnt a picky guy. he sucked me as well as i sucked him, and he was good. his tongue found every creavice in my body and went as far as sucking my toes. he was an active player, and my body got its share of tongue lashings.

A few more foreplay moments and soon i found myself sucking third guy alone, cute guy was positioning himself t fuck me. i was on a pit roast. forgt to mention, third guy had poppers which meant really, really, REALLY fun play. ging back to the fire, i was being pit roasted when third guy stood up and let me and cute guy play , apparently he was a voyeur and wanted to see how my hole was being pounded. we changed positions and got me on top of cute guy. i sat on cute guy and took my time, i wanted to make sure that third guy was getting his view of my hole getting plunged by cute guy's 7-inch by 1 inch diameter cock. third guy would then let me hit on the poppers so i would feel more relaxed and uninhibited. it was heaven.

as i was sitting on cute guy. third guy made me bend down and lie on my belly on cute guy. i knew what was coming--a double fuck. i took another hit of poppers and soon my hole gave way to two large cocks pounding away. there was pain but an unmistakable pleasure as well.

after a few moments, third guy got off and let me and cute guy go on with the fucking. when cute guy stood up to change positions, third guy asked me to suck cute guy off, and when he saw me sucking cute guy off, he said i was fuckin' nasty.

cute guy made me lie on y back and fucked me missionary, he was fuckin me rough and i asked him to spit in my mouth. he did and it was good. he leans in and tells me he wants to come. I told him nt to come inside and he pulls out and starts jacking off. he tells me he wants us to come together and i jerk myself off till we both come. it was glorious.

after the clean-ups and the thank-yous and all that, as we were heading our own ways--couldn't help but think how lucky i got--cute guy who's top, who's well-endowed, who's nasty. certainly not your run of the mill fuck.

sprints

• tall lanky guy at the gym--dude, what gives? everybody was in on the action, all you had to do was join. hell if you didnt want to you could have left or just served as a lookout. but for you to kill the moment by being there stoically is just...frustrating to say the least. what i really dont understand is that ive sucked you before, so drop the clean guy act.

i noticed you were more into the other guy, which i really dont mind; but thing is your guy was just looking for action, and he was okay to have it with us right then and there than him wait for your sorry saggy ass to be alone.

next time, just get with the program. you're not clean and you're not THAT hot, hell, your'e not even that hot.

• cap guy--was it juts me and my wishful thinking? or were you wanting some attention? i kinda got a vibe, especially when you saw me through the sauna window, but decided against going in when you saw that several other guys were also in there. my guess is that it was just my wishful and lustful thoughts butif i'm wrong (and i so hope i'm wrong) i'd be very flattered.

P.S. if you're reading this blog, take off your cap and fan yourself with your cap next time we see each other in the gym. and make my wishes come true.

• saw a friend at the gym and he commented that i seemed to be really serious with gym these days. told him that i had free time lately, but also added that i seemed to be growing up. lately ive been really into myself. getting to know myself and really standing my ground. ive had numerous invites for hook-ups but ive been choosing gym over them. even listening to whiney friends and relative have been a real bore. it's sorta selfish i know but im enjoying it. its nice to face the world and say "to hell with you, im gonna do my own thing." is this a part of ageing? cause if it is, i certainly don't need anything thats anti-age.

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the bee and the clown wouldn't like it

i'm miffed.
i was online the other night when one guy, whom ive been with, messaged me and we started chatting. at one point we got to the mandatory "ano gawa mo?" (what are you doing?) he tells me he was blogging. at which point i asked what was his blog site; to which he says "pare pasensya na, medyo restricted"

ganun?!

this guy finds me thru my blog, reads and lives vicariously through the life that i have, meets me, fucks me, and then when i ask to peek into his life, i'm not kosher?! the hell?! i have no plans to be in his life, not even hover over it, but geez all i ask is a little trust and he won't give it to me. and it's just a fuckin' peek into the blog!

what irritates me is that this guy has been playing games all along and i let myself get dragged into it. and now i find out, i dont even get his trust as a playmate. now i feel like im just a mascot for men like him who cant live out all the sides of their lives and get their fill from me. i dont mind the vicarious living; isnt that why i dont get comments? but when people start interacting with me, and to the point of pounding my hole, i think, i deserve a little more than to be treated like some lame mascot for pervs.

church candy

gym lately has been filled with new guys. actuall, it seems a bit off since most of the new gym-goers would enroll during January (it's the resolution stuff) and honestly, the new batch offers very few pickings.

i miss the old church when one had a melange of good-looking guys , and all you had to do was look around, in any direction, and your eyes would hit a hot guy. although there are still a few guys who start a fire in my pants.

i miss...

Great. he wasn't really my type. he was a bit too lanky and slim for my taste, but he was fine. the guy had a Cary Grant-ish thing about him. at the gym he was different from the Great one would see in Malate. here he was more school-boyish, even losing that air of the party elite. he turns into a real guy who works out. a real guy who looks good as well.

stocky chinito guy whopretends to be straight. dude, i already know. hell, i knew the minute you kept eyeing me at the cardio area. even if you kept looking away when I saw you looking at me. i know you got married, hell, who could miss you kisisng your wife in the gym area. yeah it was a smack but it was too cheesy for any of the gay guys to believe. still, i wouldnt mind having you for my daddy. and i'd do you if ever the chance presents itself.

still there are those who make the gym one sweet place. im currently liking...

tukmol. he comes and go in the gym; he'd be there in one season then out the next. lately he's been there. and while he sometimes looks a bit dehydrated and gaunt, still cant help but drool over those shoulders, pecs and abs.

peter. the advertising stalwart has been looking mighty fine. he surely looks a lot better than most people his age. a great head with a great bod like that? makes me wanna give great head.

cap guy. i dont know his name, but he always worksout wearing a cap. this guy NEVER failed to turn me on. He's slightly fair, and really firm, taut and in just all the right places. He looks a bit suplado though. ive been really obvious that im checking him out because he is just worth it! he's proportionately good, great calves for his bulk, nice ass, nice shoulders, nice everything! in my book he's about 3-5 notches away from a marc nelson fantasy.

lately ive been really felling good about my workouts. and im just thankful and glad that i have the time to really focus on my program. but while gym time has always been me-time, and that the focus is purely me, i wouldn't mind focusing my sights on a few hotties.

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the sauna paradox

In college, when I had more time to think about stuff, one of the universe's greatest philosophcal and physical paradoxes would be "what would happen if an unstoppable force meets an immovable object?" Of course, there are several ways to look at it, from a philosophical point of view, it means a lose-lose situation; from a physics point of view, it's an impossibility. in real life, it's fun if you get to observe it happen with zero involvement, and if you're part of it, well it's just dang frustrating.

at the sauna, there were three of us, one, quite good-looking guy with a huge dick (he shows it off) and a guy who is fit, just too bad that the gym cant do anything about the face (and i'm being generous here) we were all raring for action except that good looking guy didnt want fit guy to touch him. how do i know? fit guy tried--twice, and his hand was swatted off--twice. and how do i know i'm ok with him? because ive sucked him before.

now it's 915pm and just a few more minutes before the gym closes. fit guy wouldnt leave the sauna. good looking guy on the other hand, was switching between the sauna and the steam room--meaning he wasnt getting any at the steam either. at 920, i decided to go, it was clear that nothing was going to happen with them around.

generally, i'd feel pissed off when action gets sidelined because of this but in this instance, i found it funny and even philosophical. much as physics touts laws and empirical evidence, i personally subscribe to existence of dualities. yang for every yin, an absence for every presence. as such it was definitely inevitable that the immovable will meet the unstoppable. even in the sauna universe.

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