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• tall lanky guy at the gym--dude, what gives? everybody was in on the action, all you had to do was join. hell if you didnt want to you could have left or just served as a lookout. but for you to kill the moment by being there stoically is just...frustrating to say the least. what i really dont understand is that ive sucked you before, so drop the clean guy act.

i noticed you were more into the other guy, which i really dont mind; but thing is your guy was just looking for action, and he was okay to have it with us right then and there than him wait for your sorry saggy ass to be alone.

next time, just get with the program. you're not clean and you're not THAT hot, hell, your'e not even that hot.

• cap guy--was it juts me and my wishful thinking? or were you wanting some attention? i kinda got a vibe, especially when you saw me through the sauna window, but decided against going in when you saw that several other guys were also in there. my guess is that it was just my wishful and lustful thoughts butif i'm wrong (and i so hope i'm wrong) i'd be very flattered.

P.S. if you're reading this blog, take off your cap and fan yourself with your cap next time we see each other in the gym. and make my wishes come true.

• saw a friend at the gym and he commented that i seemed to be really serious with gym these days. told him that i had free time lately, but also added that i seemed to be growing up. lately ive been really into myself. getting to know myself and really standing my ground. ive had numerous invites for hook-ups but ive been choosing gym over them. even listening to whiney friends and relative have been a real bore. it's sorta selfish i know but im enjoying it. its nice to face the world and say "to hell with you, im gonna do my own thing." is this a part of ageing? cause if it is, i certainly don't need anything thats anti-age.

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