Gym shorts

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funny how one piece of clothing can change how one projects one's self. my hair has been gotten to bieber-esque lengths and has made it quite uncomfortable to do the bieber headshake while lifting weights. so i started wearing a cap. have since gotten comments that i look more boy-next-door, more straight than usual. has it translated to more action? nope..but i like that ive gotten the new comments, almost like a fresh new take on me.

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funny how you think you're invisible then realize everybody can see you. while i was doing my sets with my trainer, he starts to talk to another guy from afar. he shouts out--"nag-beach" and points to me. i finished my set and asked who that was. he points out to King, one of the gayest, loudest and friedliest guy in the gym. he can be snooty at times, not to mention bitchy, so i never really tred to be friendly with him or his group (in the words of Kathy Griffin "they can cut you!") i also know that they usually notice the rich, mestizo type guys or the model type guys. so i let it be. but at that moment, it was a surprise that was a blip in their radar. now, i dont think im a major blip--heaven knows there are a lot of more good looking men in the gym, but hey, im quite flattered that i get noticed. major ego boost for me.

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funny that some things just cant be kept a secret. several of us gay guys and some trainers were joking around, the topic was of course leading towards gay sex. i was keepin it on the DL when bam! Somebody said "tanong mo kay MR, bottom yan eh" of course one of the naive trainers had to ask at a normal re: can be heard by all voice, " MR ano ba yung bottom? sabi ni *** bottom ka daw eh" i could only muster a nervous boisterous laugh. on one hand, t can be a selling factor but still i dont really think its a good idea to announce to the world that i love getting it in the ass