BIG and BOLD

i think im beginning to be too big and muscular.

last night, my friend invited me to go out--with a very clear objective: flirt like hell.

so i wore my sleeveless, hooded top and jeans and rubber shoes--precisely to show off my shoulders and arms and had the zipper closure opened quite low to give them a peek of them girls hehehe

well, i did get a few stares, but no one dared to come up and introduce himself. bummer.

you'd say just how exactly did that translate to me being too muscular?

ok here's the clincher, one particular gay (effem) guy kept on smiling and staring. of course i looked away. at a different time, me and my friend were standing on the dance floor, trying to ogle the go-go boys. gay, effem guy comes along and tries to move from one end of the dance floor to the other. as he passed by us, he tried to grope my friend. of course, friend shoved his hand away.

after that incident, friend asks me:

"i thought he wanted you, he was looking at you ever since we got here, so WTF was that?"

then he takes a look at me and goes:

"ok with those guns, i bet he thought you're going to punch his lights out."

oookaaayy, im never violent that way. but that got me thinking that maybe i look too big for flirting purposes.

which now brings me to another question: where the hell are the muscleworshippers?